As I sit here on the phone all I can think of is how I’ve let myself fall and slip away into a lifestyle I’m made to live.
Starving this body to become perfect in the wrong eyes.
The reflection in the mirror is what my sick mind has led me to believe, not what I’ve become.
This fragile pile of bones, starving for love, can’t take it anymore.
Being pushed farther and farther off the edge into the void of insanity where everywhere I look the reflection is a lie.
My eyes are blocked by the life I believe is right.
Can someone lift the vail from my eyes and let me see the beauty you see?
Dear all my amazing friends in Arkansas, Aaron and I will be moving back soon :) we will be moving in my friends house in Garfield. It’s not too far from Chris, and I hope we can celebrate our bdays the right way once were back…oh and if you’re going to the summer slaughter tour you should text Aaron or message us on fb about it cuz were going…august 21 in Dallas at the house of blues for an early bday present for me lol. I love and miss everyone soooo much and I can’t wait to be back!!